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Sometimes...

December 5, 2012
By Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan


Sometimes...

My life gets so annoying,
Feels like,
Everything is gone,
There's nothing left behind,
When I give them my love,
And all I get,
Are pain and tears,
And a heart full of fear,
Fear of being broken...
Fear of being crushed...

Sometimes...

I think,
When I'm in my bed,
'What made them so cold?'
'Why don't they understand?'
I try so hard,
To untangle my thoughts,
But in the end,
They are more,
Tangled than before...

Sometimes...

I think,
'Why am I a masochist?'
'Do I love more?'
'Or they love less?'
I don't know what it is,
I burn my hand again and again,
And keep going towards fire,
Hoping that someday,
I'll get the love,
That I desire...

Sometimes...

I wish I could die,
For some time,
And then,
Again come alive,
Not because,
I can't bear the pain,
I'm used to it,
I can bear it,
Again and again,
But the reason is that,
I want to see that,
'How will it seem?'
And I want to feel that,
'How will it feel?'
When I'll be gone,
Because I hope,
That they'll start listening,
When I'll be dead,
Maybe then they'll understand,
The things that I said...

Sometimes...

I'm crying inside,
I feel like,
I'm dying inside,
But I don't cry,
In front of those,
Who don't care,
So I wear a mask,
And fake a smile,
So that no one will know,
'What's in there?'
So that no will know,
That I'm crying inside...
And no will know,
That I'm dying inside...


The author's comments:
I wrote this poem because my loved ones hurt me again and again...!!!

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Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Apr. 1 2013 at 8:07 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thanks :) :) :)

_Kiran_ said...
on Feb. 17 2013 at 7:25 am
_Kiran_, Gujranwala, Other
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Favorite Quote:
Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.
Martin Luther King, Jr.

hey girl hats off 2 u!!!

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Jan. 11 2013 at 7:24 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank u sooo much :) :) :)

on Jan. 11 2013 at 7:23 am
Songs_Along GOLD, Abcd, Other
16 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Sometimes we are only given a few minutes to be with the one we love and a thousand hours to spend just thinking about them."

i luv it! especially d ending! superb! :)

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Jan. 10 2013 at 8:42 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank u :) :) :)

on Jan. 10 2013 at 8:40 am
Hamzawaseem GOLD, Lahore, Other
15 articles 1 photo 144 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The important thing is not to stop questioning." ~Einstein

A very emotional poem! keep up the good work and never quit writing. Cheers!

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Jan. 8 2013 at 5:56 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thanks :) :) :)

on Jan. 8 2013 at 5:55 am
DoPpElGaNgErR, Delhi, Other
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nice poem.. it luks as if u r quite hurt by sm1..

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Jan. 8 2013 at 5:50 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thnx :) :) :)

on Jan. 8 2013 at 5:47 am
ForeverMystery GOLD, Toronto, Other
11 articles 0 photos 56 comments

Favorite Quote:
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

Girl your awesome... My feelings are the same as yours. But don't give up!

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Jan. 4 2013 at 11:56 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank u so much!!!

on Jan. 4 2013 at 11:53 am
MonsterGirl2000 SILVER, Des Moines, New Mexico
9 articles 0 photos 53 comments

Favorite Quote:
When it seems like there’s no one left to run to in this empty world you can come to me I’ll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams I can’t promise to make them come true, but I’ll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if your dreams happen to fall through…Unknown

I absoultly love it

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Dec. 26 2012 at 11:38 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank u so much :) :) :)

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Dec. 24 2012 at 4:11 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

  Thank you so much for your comments and support. Love y'all :) :) :)    

sam_101 BRONZE said...
on Dec. 22 2012 at 9:42 am
sam_101 BRONZE, ......................, Other
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Giving up is easy. Don't give up. Write write and write

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Dec. 21 2012 at 7:22 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank u so much..!!! Love ya girlie :)

on Dec. 21 2012 at 6:41 am
loveshersheys, Lahore, Other
0 articles 2 photos 30 comments
Zoya this poem is so touching and beautiful! I love it! you are a true poetess =)

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Dec. 19 2012 at 6:47 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank you so much for your prayers and support...!!!    

Abeera said...
on Dec. 17 2012 at 10:22 am
Abeera, Gujranwala, Other
0 articles 0 photos 66 comments

Favorite Quote:
زندگی تیرے تعاقب میں لوگ ۔
اتنا چلتے ہیں کہ مر جاتے ہیں ۔

Your each and ever work is inspirational and enchanting, ,,,and one thing more,,do you know your loved one's are helping you indirectly,because your talent gets its ultimate beauty when your heart is broken by your closed and loved one's,so find hope in everythinf=g ,what would be more better than this....and may they try to understand your feelings too.ameen.good luck.

Zoya_Khan GOLD said...
on Dec. 10 2012 at 7:09 am
Zoya_Khan GOLD, Gujranwala, Other
19 articles 0 photos 420 comments

Favorite Quote:
Where LOGIC ends, FAITH begins.
- Zoya Khan

Thank you so much...!!!                             -Zoya