Hurt myself again today
And I’m seeing where I lay
Please won’t you stay
I know its bad but I promise to obey
I’m stuck within my head
Killing myself in this bed
One day I’ll be dead
Unless you say the words left unsaid
Tell me you’re my friend
So these blind eyes of mine can amend
I know I condescend
But look at what’s left of me in the end
Be by my side
When everyone around me has lied
I promise I have tried
To live the worthy life that you provide
You see me cry
While I scream towards the sky
And then I begin to listen to the bad guy
But you do nothing but standby
I’m getting to the end so hear me
Please listen to my plea
I have no one else to be right by me
None of them can see
You know my thoughts
And I know there are lots
But are you good at undoing the knots
Because they are what has me taking these shots
I've been looking for so long
And what I thought would help was wrong
I’m not strong
I couldn’t see it was you I needed all along
Hold me tight
And tell me it will be alright
Give me the sight
To realize it’s not you I should fight
Lord I cry out to you
Be my one and true
Show me what I must do
It’s you I will look to