Your cold blue eyes - paralyze me.
I am a hostage to your lies,
because you say them with such truth.
I am pained to stay but scared to leave,
COMPLETELY.
Does loving you show weakness?
Because I'm confused.
Why am I a bad person for caring?
Does wanting the best for you define me as the worst?
Loving you is a curse -
I want to break away but I'm scared of the outcome.
While you're pushing me away you're asking me to stay.
What do you want?
When I ask you to say something - ANYTHING..
You're always at a loss for words.
Though they spill from your lips when my eyes rain like waterfalls.
You say you hate to see me cry,
but not enough to change.
You hurt me, though you hate too.
What more can I do?
I've : begged, cried and pleaded.
I gave my all but it wasn't enough.