Crying myself to sleep
I didn't think the day would ever come
And yet, it did
I was -and am- a foolish little girl
Expecting not to fall countless times on my way out of He**
However, I've already fallen so many times
I'm not sure which way is up
nor which way is down
Crying myself to sleep
Wishing you had never left me standing here
in the cold rain
But we can't change the past once it is done
All we can do now
is wait and see where the wind will take us
Crying myself to sleep
Just to awake in the middle of another nightmare
Why did you leave?
Why did you leave me here in this storm?
What did I do wrong?
Crying myself to sleep
I realize that I didn't do anything
And that is part of the problem
I'm sorry for putting you through this.
Goodbye.