I cant move on emotionally till i cope with my past
But I’m to ashamed to even think about it
So i bury it deeper and deeper
Till i cant feel anything
But at times I’m so disgusted with it that i just want to scream
How could i have done such things
How could i let my self mess up so royally
But i just keep digging deeper
Trying to bury it away forever
But for some reason i cant completely bury it
Its to big of a burden
But I’m just not ready to deal with it
I dont know if ill ever be ready
Ive done an okay job of blocking it out
But how much longer can i manage it
I’m not ready to fall apart
I have to stay strong