I sit and stare out the window
as if nothing is there,
I wondered how I did it so long
pretended like I didn't care.

I was pushing you away
but that I didn't see,
I saw what I wanted
which was you and me.

That thing we had
seemed so picture perfect,
even though we argued
it was all so worth it.

I made you so angry
but again I was just fine,
I never had any worries
because in my head you were mine.

You sent me different hints
but I didn't know the meaning
your love was like a drug
and that drug I was feening.

You were tired of it all
and you probably let me know,
but I didn't notice none of it
'til the day you let me go.