So bruised, so broken I need to hide every little hurt I feel inside.
I told myself it wouldn't happen again. That he was no longer a foe, but a forgotten friend.
Now I feel so stupid, I wish I hadn't tried to ignore, because instead of the problem breaking down my walls, I just opened the door.
I feel each one of your little emotional kicks as you wreck the heart that took so long to fix.
But I was the one who used tape instead of glue.
I hoped and dreamed you would come through.
Instead,again, you drop-kicked me.
Opening my eyes to what I wish I didn't have to see, the monster inside you coming out once more.
My heart shatters again as I push you out and slam my door.