When I’m not around you;
I hate you.
I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.

When I’m with you;
I love you.
I pity you.
I can’t stand you.
I hate you.

You fuel me.
Charge me,
Deflate me,
And kill me.

Honestly.

When I hear you;
I cry.
I scream.
I run.
I smile.

When I see you;
I smile.
I bleed.
I run,
I cry.

Honestly.

Without you ther eis no living,
With you there is no happiness.
A drug, depressant.

How I long for the stash.

Addicted.

The word that scares me the most.
The truth behind it frightens,
The lies on top disguise.

Disguise my guilty pleasure
For each moment spent with you, though few occur.

Honestly.

I’m addicted.