I wonder why I get sent these challenges
All the things that force me to be better
but I wish I was already good enough because I’ve done these test for a long time
Sometimes I feel like I have failed at some and it may have made me stronger
but inside it made me feel worse about myself
About what I thought I could do
Its made me believe what I thought I was to be is harder to actually be and I want to be that more than anything
That’s where my heart really lies
With the way the world is now
I struggle with myself to keep what’s inside
I'm scared to see my future at times and even more, the world's.