wanting that feeling of being loved
knowing that someone really cares
when butterflies invade your stomach
and your heart flutters at the mention of their name

the overwhelming excitment when your around them
always making sure you look your best
even though they like the way you look
without makeup and hairspray

deperately trying to contain yourself
when you hear their voice
especially when they say your name
trying to refrain from squealing in happiness

no words can fully describe
that wonderful maraculous sensation
where it feels like you are the only two people on the planet
i cant wait to feel that again

i long to feel that
to have someone to obsess over
that isnt a celebrity
someone that will love me back