My cell stays on a silent tone
It's not like you ever call my phone
Never text me, though you know I'm home
That's why I always feel so alone

Why should I care when you don't
It's not like I don't know you won't

What happened to being there for better or for worse
This friendship we share, is more like a curse

You've trapped me in this spider web
I never would have guessed I would dread

Becoming your closet friend
But I guess every good thing has an end

Ignore me when you think you should
Ask me for help when you know I would
Even though I know I could
Reject you now, and stay proud where I stood

But I was seriously blind
That's why I couldn't find
Even in my right mind
An answer to this tight bind

You can't even look me in the eye
And tell me I'm your friend, no lie

That I'm not just some cheat sheet that you summon on command
I am my own individual person, and respect, I demand

I've tried to suck it up
Dump all my emotions out of my cup

But for some reason, I just can't let them go
So I keep them in my cup and let it overflow

But sometimes, people need to get mad before things get better
It's just a matter of time before you regrow after you wither
Sometimes, crying is the best medicine for the heart
When you feel like your best friend have shot you there with a dart