with in these walls i hold our secret
i promised him i would always keep it
lately i have been feeling blue
i wonder when you see me if you get the clue
the days were short the nights were long
your words were honest and so was our song
my eyes well up when i am alone
the air is calm but the wind still moans
my heart was full of love and life
then you stabbed it with your invisable knife
now i sit in the dark
searching for a lonely heart
i was a person that loved to dream
but now i hate how everything seems
i close my eyes and see your face
the pain still lingers like a never ending chase
i live for now on those last words
hoping once again you will get the need to splurge
i know deep down the book is done
i just wish we were still having fun