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sorry

March 30, 2010
By jenx0x3 DIAMOND, Swampscott, Massachusetts
jenx0x3 DIAMOND, Swampscott, Massachusetts
68 articles 0 photos 90 comments

I don’t know what I’m doing
With you everything fades
Without you I can breathe
Why is it you who understands?
I can write you anything
I can spill my thoughts to you
As long as we’re not face to face
Promise to keep no trace
When I see you I am fine
When someone says your name
My stomach does a turn
It is always me who talks
I haven’t figured out your story
You’re somewhat of a mystery
Part of you an open book
The other a silent soul
Sometimes a volcano erupting with anger
You are not for me
I want to know what happened to you
What made you like this
For you know what made me like this
How you understand it all
I don’t know if I ever want to know
When you wanted to talk
I didn’t respond
Not knowing what to say
Hesitating
Avoiding
Day after day
I never meant to get this close
I never meant to spill my emotions
You were never meant to know
How I became myself
How I got here
It was a mistake
Yet it feels good to vent
Trying not to like it better with you
You make me uneasy
Like the rest of them do
When you wanted to talk
I didn’t mean to hurt
Your pure soul
For I have gotten in your head
Not my intention at all
I thought I was just your crush
Nothing big
Am I anything more?
I feel like I made you horrible
Like other people made me
To be the cause of something like that
I would just want to drift out to sea
I want to say
I’m sorry
For If I hurt you
It wasn’t my plan
I never meant to come close
I just tipped over
You are the one who happened to be there
The one who happened to want to listen
How you understand
Do I ever want to know?
I think it was all a mistake
Will I ever know?



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kmarie BRONZE said...
on Jul. 17 2010 at 2:07 pm
kmarie BRONZE, Ellisville, Mississippi
3 articles 1 photo 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Dream as if you'll live forever: Live as if you'll die today" James Dean

you are welcome! It really is wonderful

on Jul. 16 2010 at 6:10 am
cymsails BRONZE, Swampscott, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 8 comments

Favorite Quote:
1. Imagination is the best way to say f* you to reality
2.Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don’t.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it

i will  okayyY! 

on Jul. 15 2010 at 7:40 pm
jenx0x3 DIAMOND, Swampscott, Massachusetts
68 articles 0 photos 90 comments
rlly? if u find it maybe u should post it or something

on Jul. 15 2010 at 7:39 pm
jenx0x3 DIAMOND, Swampscott, Massachusetts
68 articles 0 photos 90 comments
thank you so much it's so nice to know that someone is reading my work!

kmarie BRONZE said...
on Jul. 10 2010 at 11:20 pm
kmarie BRONZE, Ellisville, Mississippi
3 articles 1 photo 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Dream as if you'll live forever: Live as if you'll die today" James Dean

This is just wonderful. I love it!

on Jul. 8 2010 at 6:54 pm
cymsails BRONZE, Swampscott, Massachusetts
4 articles 0 photos 8 comments

Favorite Quote:
1. Imagination is the best way to say f* you to reality
2.Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don’t.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it

i think i wrote a pome like this when i was in 8th grade too.