I want to cry
But my throat's not tightening
My breathing isn't labored
My eyes refuse to moisten
My lower lip refrains from trembling
But I want to cry

I want to say something
But the words aren't coming to mind
The sound won't come forth
Nothing is making sense
My mouth will not move
But I want to say something

I want to feel
Anything at all
Sorrow, joy, hatred, love
Etc etc etc
Emotion for you
I just really want to feel...

But maybe
The fact that I can't cry, speak, or feel
About, for, with, to you
Means you aren't worth it
Any of it
The tears, the words, the pain
Maybe...