i am scared
i am scared
i am scared
because others
are making me think
not on purpose, of course
but they're pushing
pushing
but they have made me think
what if
what if we don't have enough money
to send us all to college
what if
i accidentally
one day
give out one bit too much information
and al- Qaida
comes and attacks
America
because
of what I have done
what if
i loose my identity
to a petty thief
who brings me down
down
down
and i cant reach my bright future
forever out of my grasp?
because the future is tricky
clever
cunning
and no one
absolutely
can completely
and totally
control IT
and i might just loose
that bright future
to that petty thief
and what if
that thief
deserves it
and i do
not
sometimes
more often than not
i think
thinking
too much
can bring you insanity
but sometimes
it can bring you understanding and then
you might
be happy
with you and your future and your college and your identity.
and no one else's.