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Out and Not Proud

January 15, 2010
By Anonymous

F*g, f****t, d***, l****
“You probably have guy parts,
‘cause you like girls, d***!”
Every day I hear this thrown around.
At school, at home, in public,
It doesn’t matter where.
And the worst bit is that most people
Don’t know who I am--
Even if I don’t try to hide it.
They just throw it all around like it’s nothing.
What if they found out?
Mom is fine,
But what about Dad?
Would he hate his own daughter?
And what about my classmates? Teachers?
Would they avoid me?
Would the girls freak out
And think I “like” them?
Every day I’m just so scared
That they see my thoughts and know
That I’m out and not proud.


The author's comments:
Just the thoughts of a LGBT teen in a homophobic world.

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on Feb. 4 2010 at 2:51 pm
AbbotRabbit GOLD, Abolana, District Of Columbia
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This poem has great flow and insight.<br /> I really enjoyed it.<br /> Lovely poem darling =]<br /> -Please check out the works that I have posted on here it would be highly appreciated and I think you would greatly enjoy them, Thankk youz-<br /> XxIll tell you Im an orphan after you meet myy familyXx

This poem has great flow and insight.
I really enjoyed it.
I am a bisexual teen and I know how it feels to be discriminated against especially in a small town.
Lovely poem darling =]
-Please check out the works that I have posted on here it would be highly appreciated and I think you would greatly enjoy them, Thankk youz-
XxIll tell you Im an orphan after you meet myy familyXx

on Feb. 4 2010 at 2:50 pm
AbbotRabbit GOLD, Abolana, District Of Columbia
11 articles 0 photos 1028 comments

Favorite Quote:
This poem has great flow and insight.<br /> I really enjoyed it.<br /> Lovely poem darling =]<br /> -Please check out the works that I have posted on here it would be highly appreciated and I think you would greatly enjoy them, Thankk youz-<br /> XxIll tell you Im an orphan after you meet myy familyXx

This poem has great flow and insight.
I really enjoyed it.
I am a bisexual teen and know how the discrimination feels especially in a small town like the one tht I live in.
Lovely poem darling =]
-Please check out the works that I have posted on here it would be highly appreciated and I think you would greatly enjoy them, Thankk youz-
XxIll tell you Im an orphan after you meet myy familyXx