Maybe 

It 

Was

All

In

My

Head 

Im broken

Im beat

Even i death

There’s no defeat 

My brain 

Fighting

Clawing 

For peace

18 lines are

Two many?

The symmetry is weak  

I find hate in my brain grown

From broken terrain, floating like

A sunken ship, I hold true to the bottom

Of a heartbroken sea. Did I do anything wrong?

Does she hate me? Her 3 new boyfriends and Girlfriends

Heartbroken too paving a road leading me back to you. Do you

Realize now how much I meant to you? Realize your mistakes at all?

Maybe I was a bad guy and maybe I'll never love again. I think i hurt you

You always said it and I think it’s finally true. You may have hurt me but you

Can’t be wrong. I mean you love me. With no reason to lie, i lie in my grave clawing

For the day when you'll kiss me again. I was too clingy, I was too nice. You said go and i ran

I should've walked. You said jump and I should've dove. You were right when you called me

gross for loving that black dress that you wore to a dance where I had my first kiss. I did

something wrong I know I did. It’s all in my head 32 lines later not a problem was solved.

Im sorry, Im sorry. I promise there was no love at all. I'm glad you let go. I'm happy.