I’m not sure,

would it be sad 

or would it be happy?

Would it be depressed

or would it be excited?

Those are the the questions

I am asking myself right now.

Sometimes I feel like crying,

but I also don’t want people to know.

Like most people I cry alone.

I try to hide my feelings,

so nobody gets hurt

but, I don’t think that’s working

the best right now.

I want to cry,

but I don’t want anyone 

to know.

I want to cry alone and 

I don’t want anyone to comfort me.

I feel like my throat is clogged.

I want to scream out loud

but it won’t come out.

I want to let it go

but it just won’t, so

I’ll wait.

I will wait till I am all alone

alone somewhere nobody knows.

Alone somewhere, where I can let it out.

Somewhere I can scream.

Somewhere I can cry and shout.

Somewhere nobody knows about.

Thats where I want to go.

That’s how I am feeling right now.