I just needed to say
thank you for making me hate you
because without it
I never would have left
thank you for the "f*ck you"s
because leaving was always for the best
and I don't think I ever
                                    ever
                                            ever
                                                    ever
                                                              loved you
But God,
I was addicted.
And you are the reason
for the scars that line my hips
and you are the reason
for the pills that stained my lips
And you are at fault
for the bags under my eyes
and it's your damn fault
that I wanted to DIE!
so thank you
because I met this guy
thank you for showing me what love isn't
I just wanted to say
goodbye