Did I disappoint you again?

Not surprised, I disappoint myself too

I know it’s been a while but don’t get used to it

I’ll always disappoint you

The impossible expectations you’ve pushed me to have

The lines that I have crossed

Just to prove to myself that I can be worse than what you expect

That I can be what you really think I will be

I’m a disappointment, it’s ok you can say it

You’ve said it a thousand times before, why stop now?

What’s different now?

Oh that’s right, people are here

How could I forget?

We’re all happy and you’re proud of me

Goes back to an empty home and then I’m a disappointment again

Goes back into the same bullsh*t but it’s ok

Because as long as I’m the perfect kid in front of people

And fit in as my role of disappointment then everything will be just fine