Sometimes things just aren’t meant to happen. Maybe it wasn’t the right time. Maybe it will never be the right time. And that’s OK. But I’m still learning to be OK with it. Maybe it happened for a reason. I don’t know and I don’t think I will ever know. But one thing that I do know is over time my heart will heal, my mind will heal, I will heal. It will take time,which I know. Sometimes I feel like time won’t heal it. Or I guess not all the way. There will always be a piece of me that will hurt, that will ac, that will grieve but I need to learn how to move past. How to still carry on with my day, my life for that matter. Sometimes I feel like it’s my fault but I know you can’t help these things. There was nothing I could do, there was nothing anyone could do. Sometimes it’s hard to accept it to not feel guilty for everything. Maybe in another life time would it work, would everything work but just not this life and that’s OK. I will be OK.