Betrayed

Hurt

Walked on

Ignored

5 years

Of all this

All this suffering

And I was drowning

“Rise above”

They said

“It’s easy” 

They said

Well now I understand

Im rising

A rope thrown my way

To pull me out

No longer 

Will I be

In her sea

Her sea of doubt

No longer will I drown

I will rise and reign

Over her pain

Disguised as popularity

Popularity holding her down

Forcing her to make others

Suffer like her

Just because she wants to

Never a real reason

But she makes it out to be

Like she’s the one drowning

In the sea of others’ doubt

Nudes that weren’t sent

Were

Only from

Her mouth

Gossip

That wasn’t true

Rumors

That make me sad

Trying hard

Don’t relapse

Trying hard

Go away

Take the knife

Out of my hands

Never to let it touch

My wrist again

Not doing it for him

Not doing it for them

Not even doing it for her

Doing it for me

I won’t let it

I can’t let it

They won’t win

Nor they can

Never fight

Slightly less hard

Never quit

But don’t let them in

I’ll never trust her again.