I didn’t want to be writing this,

I didn’t want to be thinking of you,

I didn’t want to be with you,

I didn’t want to be your date,

I didn’t want you. 

All the things you said are nothing,

All the things you said were lies.

All the things you did were for something,

All the things you did were for someone else,

Of all the things,

Why did you do it?

It is simple.

Why?

Why did you have to break something good?

Why did you have to complicate something simple?

Why did you have to bring feelings into play?

Why did you forget who you were talking to?

Why did you do it?

I hope you had fun at your dance,

I hope you had fun with your date,

I hope you had fun taking pictures,

I hope you had fun with me,

Because this will never happen again.

You broke something that can’t be replaced.

You broke something that I won’t mend.

You broke something that you won’t forget.

You broke something that will haunt you,

You did it. 

You broke it. 

I hope the lies you spoke were worth it,

I hope the lies you spoke were enough,

I hope the lie you spoke were more than a fantasy,

Oh wait, 

They were a fantasy.

Let us review. 

You knew how I felt about it.

You knew how I felt about you.

You knew how I was raised,

You knew how I was hoping this would go,

You knew. 

You can’t play the victim this time,

You can’t play the injured party,

You can’t play the sorry card,

You can’t play me again. 

I gave you the chance,

I gave you everything, 

I gave you what you wanted,

I gave you exactly what you asked for,

Now I am the villain.

I am the one who broke a boys heart,

I am the one who hurt you,

I am the one who take the blame,

I am the one who should apologize,

I am the one who should forgive you.

That will not happen,

That will never happen,

That was the first time,

That was the last time,

That was the only time.

Hopefully the pictures are enough,

Hopefully the dance was enough,

Hopefully the memories are enough,

Hopefully the food was enough,

Hopefully everything was up to your expectations.

Because I am done.

Because I don’t need you.

Because it shouldn’t take you reading to understand.

Because it shouldn’t be enough to text me.

Because in the end, you were never enough 

And you knew it.