Sometimes I feel like I’m invisible. Like nobody can see who I really am. Not even me. My anxiety engulfs me into a sense of unknowing. It controls me. I’m so afraid of what people will think of my real self. I’m trying to make friends; maybe then I will discover who I am. But I don’t feel strong enough. I feel so weak. Especially being a woman. There have been times where I don’t want to admit to myself how I’m feeling. My mind says that will be too hard and my energy is already so drained. I feel lost inside myself. I get so anxious I feel like nobody cares. I just want it to go away. Please just go away.