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April
April 6, 2022
April
For four months I haven't recognized the reflection in the mirror
I don't know who I am, I don't know what to wear
And when i'm asked how i'm doing I go into a blank stare
To hurt so deeply you think your dying
For four months I have lost focus
Am I even trying?
Dropped everything important
And pushed good people away
Its guilt, what i'm feeling
Regret, leaving
The world went black and white
Beautiful things don't catch my eye
I don't see color
I've made mistakes I know I was wrong
But I will not stay in a place I don't belong
My mind has become all anxiety
4am wake and i'm out again
For four months at 4am
© Ryleigh B., Ashtabula, Ohio
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