hours of thinking

no sleeping

is he dreaming 

or crying himself to bed

can I face him in the morning

will my eyes be red

the teenage dream

I'd want you to undress me

look at me now

feeling shame on my own body

how to face those puzzled eyes

filled with pain and lies

I wish you'd chosen right

but the demons said the left side

I wish you luck on your adventure

your smile gave me so much laughter

I thought that we could fit together

like pepperoni pizza forever

I guess the glimmer and cries

that you would see from her eyes

meant more than the free stress

of me and you cuddling in bed

if you gave up your past 

you could make new memories at last

the adventures you led me to imagine

I hoped that they would happen

Thank you for what you gave me

I love you I say from the heart truly

I'll miss you every day

I wish I could stay away

But my heart says differently 

You didn't mean to Hurt me