you’re not good for me

but that cute smile pulls me in 

until I have to remind myself that you hurt me

a loving person to support me was not who you were

i thought it was ok in the beginning 

but i know now that it wasn’t 

your notes remind me of how i felt a long time ago

when i trusted you so much

i want to go back

until I have to remind myself that you hurt me

i don’t think you knew or even meant to pull me down with you

but you did just that

and I will never get over it

even though I thought you were the best thing for me then

doesn’t mean I have to stay in a bad situation

i put protecting myself in priority before your feelings

and i’m so glad i did