I’m thinking, just let me think

Please just wait one second

It’s just a that I...

I miss...

I miss you

The way you took care of me when no one else did

The way you guided me through life with good

You lifted me through hard times,

I wonder if you’re still watching,

Still caring and still holding,

Holding onto the memories we both share

I guess you were too good for this world so you left it

Your life was going strong but then you made an exit

Was it your time to leave? I have no idea

All I know is that I never got to tell you

I never got to tell you how much you mean to me

Crying my eyes out is something I will always do

Because writing this is the only way I can speak to you

I never understood how you could be so optimistic

You accepting death really left an imprint

I’m thinking about my life and how I will make it different

But I’m going to do this for you, deliberate