I know i've said this before, but i cant handle it anymore. Why did you leave me? Chose some woman over me, your own daughter. I hope you can live with the feeling of being disappointed in yourself. You didn't see what is right in front of you. Didn't care what i was doing, how i was doing, where i was going......and if i ever returned.

I love you even if i don't want to, but it's eating me up inside....nawing at my heart making it deteriorate. I feel as if i am on a roller coaster, instead it's not fun it's terrifying. But i still love you daddy, and i dont want to anymore.

You seemed so happy in those baby pictures. Where did the love go daddy. You have lied to me....so many times. Didn't shed a tear once. Why can't you take it all back? All the "i love you" and the "i'll get you mabck i promise baby"

Oh but daddy, I LOVE YOU! Can't you just try to be in touch? It's been a year dadyy and i haven't seen you once. Daddy....i can't help but say i love you.