I am not a "pretty" girl

my skin doesn't shine

my hair doesn't glow

I'm not a fountain of beauty with boys constantly diving in

I sit in the back with my head hanging down

afraid to look up because all this lipstick makes me look like a clown

I see all of these people

all these 9's, and ten's

Why couldn't I look just like them?

My stomachs to big

I have stretchmarks on my legs

my face is to fat,and makes me look like a baby

One of my eyes is clearly bigger than the other

all of my faults make me feel even smaller

With all of this going on I've forgot

Did I mention the fact I'd love to be taller?

I used to have confidence

I really did

but somewhere between puberty, and society I thought 

Am I really this big?

I try not to act like it bugs me that bad

Like I don't sit up in my bed and hate myself at night

but it's hard not to think that nothing is wrong with me

when nobody notices me for me...they just notice my body