I don't want to be here
I'd much rather be in bed
Because there's this little monster
Living inside my head

It tries to control me
It tries to break me down
It tries to suffocate me
It screams so so loud

This little monster inside of me
Is something we call hate
Born of fear and jealousy
And all the things we can't take

But I won't let it control me
And I won't let it break me down
I will breathe freely
And it won't make one sound

Because I'm tired of living in the shadows
I'm tired of living in fear
I'm tired of being jealous
Things will be different this year