silence drags me to thesis-es i never wanna ask
i drown yesterday , but i still remember each day goes how it so hard to be stoned.
i wanna feel peace in my mind , but it will never happens without this killing motions of my own.
the sufferance i have to cure it with too many doubts
I wanna handle out this mess, but without this terrible sounds that cracks my breaths .
times pass away and still can't figure out how to adapt this s*** .
if i thought once to present this pain , i would never be able to cover all the scars.
keep this s*** to yourself, no one else has to figure out how do you move on.
i induce so much negative energy that i can barely represent them with my few words.
because good thoughts are made to be scrapped .
i relive the same pain everyday , and i can't find a way to conquer it anyway.
i don't wanna face this pain , i barely figure it out how to ran away
i'm racing everyday to reach the same point, i wonder when i will be able to switch to another one.
i search for any different sufferance i have, but it comes back to the same point i wish i wouldn't have.
i wanna feel any differences in my verbose thoughts
I'm sick of repeating the same idea but this is the only way to drop it out of my f***ing head.
i'm speechless when it comes to this f***ing dirty pain
i want to link all this steeps of regrets , pain and fair
but all i can see an endless mysterious sufferance that is destroying each second in my life.