If only i was pretty...
mabe i could catch your eye.
If only you knew the biggest mistake of my life was when i let you go....
mabe you could at least pretend to understand.
If only you knew tht was the REAL ME. thats not how i rly am......
mabe youd give me that second chance
If only you knew my PAIN.....
mabe you could be there to help me fix it.
If only you knew how often my smile is just painted on....
mabe you could make it REAL for just a little while
If only you knew how often i actually cry when no ones around.......
mabe you would dry my tears
If only you knew how scarred i REALLY am.....
mabe you could make me safe
If only youd ACTUALLY read this....
mabe you would SEE how i feel
if only i could work up the strenghth to tell you.....
mabe you would listen
If only youd give me a sign...
mabe i would know if my feelings were pointless
If only you felt the same way....
mabe i could finially be happy
If only "she" wast so absolutley PERFECT....
mabe i would hav a chance
If only i could just MOVE ON........
mabe i could find happiness somewhere else
if only, if only, if only.