i got tired of eating tired of sleeping as i lay here in my doubt what going on what did i do wrong is there a light to my insanity because i no longer comprehend what is happen to my love one my dear friend you have let your left go you have truly given up do not let these set back bring you back life is better now you got always top carrying those hardship it not your fault i speak softly as i toss and turn into eternal sleep a way out of life a selfish though run cross my mind if i could end it than ill never have to go back in time let me float into mid are away from this world because now i cannot longer weep my eyes are burning they are to dry the ache is dissolving into me let me live let me be free it not your fault child it was always me i can NOT HOLD ON i must let go i will fight i will be strong