I feel so lost at times when things began to change I lose all of my sanity that cause me to change it nothing you do that makes me this way but just know this is when I am the most difficultly because I am reliving the pain and abandonment from others who destroy me in the past im learning how to look past but i need your help to hear me out and understand that everything im doing wont affect you and me from living our life together happily because I know I am difficultly to handle at times but when I know you care ill never leave your side for better or worse you and me an marriage without a piece of paper to represent us for sickens and health by your side is where ill always be just show me tell and help me thought this time and till the end you'll be forever mine