God, I don’t know what to write
There’s so much on my mind
I’ve been attempting at a poem so long
But I haven’t had the time
All I need is a single spark
To get the thoughts warmed up
And I’ll have my pen and I won’t stop
Until I’ve had enough
I’m scared of these deeper feelings
That I know’ll emerge with ink
If I keep them hidden instead
I will not have to think
I won’t admit the doubt within
Behind my love disguise
I’m keeping from you the distance
I feel looking in your eyes
The shock that I say I feel
Seems to me more as indifference
I’m worried that all I show
Is some sort of a pretense
Babe, I don’t want to hurt you
And I can’t deny the rush
But I wonder if the butterflies
Are from you or just your touch?
You appreciate me when I’m there
And I can feel your need
But it’s crossed my mind before
That you may not love me
I’m sorry that I’m writing this
But you’ll never see these words
The hidden meaning in my kiss
Will never be heard
Because right now I’m lost in you
And as much as I’m torn apart
Something about you captures me
And I’ve surrendered my heart