im tired of trying
and its too hard to care
i dont write it down in my diary
because none of it seems fair

yet i still go on with everyday
although id like to quit and end it all
at this point i have too much to say
but i dont want to make it all fall.

some days it seems too much
and others, not ever enough
its all tangled in a great bunch
this just seems to be a little too rough.

i dont know how to express this
the only way i know is to write
sometimes i think its just another miss
and it doesnt always bring me light.

i wish that i could slow it down
make everything work the right way
maybe that way i could be found
and it wouldnt matter what people say.