Don’t play victim
As if you’ve been bitten and injected with venom
You act as it I’m not hurting the same
We keep going down memory lane
As if this is a game
We roll the dice
Move forward two
Fall back four
I don’t know what to do anymore
Because I love you
Regardless of what you say
You can tell me repeatedly I love him
He’s my man
This back and forth story
But the truth is what it is, && we both know it
Coming to realization this relation that we have is flimsy
We will lean one way
&& then another
&& in between
But our love for each other remains the same
We are both set our separate ways
Were on two different levels
Only meeting on semi-common ground
We don’t know what we need
We know what we want and that’s you and me to be
But don’t you see
That just isn’t meant to be
I can feel it very deep inside of me
Although I don’t want to feel it
Its reality
You && me can never be
Like I’ve said before if we are meant it will eventually happen
Only time will tell
Now this so called spell were in
It’s reversible
And trying to forget that we never existed in this world
It’s the way to go
Because its impossible
I know I can’t forget you && the memories that come with it
Just like you can’t forget && the way we just fitted
But it’s time to move on fully
Because we can’t do this forever
There isn’t enough time
We can’t sit here and waste wishing and thinking if he or she were mine
We can remain friends if you feel the need
But if you need to break completely free
I respect your wishes
Go on and fly
Leave me this once last time
But know that if you ever fall I will be here to catch you
&& for the very last time
My x-lover
My x-boyfriend
My x-friend
I love you like there is no tomorrow
&& that will NEVER end