When I was younger, I was an outgoing child. 

I wasn’t afraid to go out of my little box I made for myself.

I'm 18 now.

I still have my little box that I made myself,

But that little box never opens again. 

When I was younger, I spent a lot of time with my sister.

Some people called us twins, always by each other.

I’m 18 now.

I don’t see my sister that much anymore.

Moved to college, in a different state. 

When I was younger, I was an active child.

Always doing something. Sports and playing with other kids.

I’m 18 now.

I don’t get out much anymore.

Always at school or at work. 

When I was younger, I had a group of friends.

We were friends for a long time.

I’m 18 now. I don’t have those friends anymore.

I made new friends.

But it is not the same. 

People say growing will be fine.

But I don’t want to grow up anymore.