Smile on my face
Walking in the familiar place
Common sights
Require me to fight
My inner emotions
Can't let them see
My feelings overcoming me
Can't give them the notion
That I not as strong as I seem

But when she smiles at him
A smile so real
I shake my head
Try to tell myself its not a big deal
When he looks at her
That twinkle in his eye
It gets harder to disguise
How I feel

I hate them
Whoever they are
Hate all those in love
I know its not hate
But envy
I wish that I could be
I wish I could be...
I wish
I wish

But if wishes were horses, beggars would ride
So I hide my loneliness behind my disguise
My Mask
And I ask
To myself
Who needs guys?
I don't answer
I don't need to answer

To be loved
Desired
Wanted
How would it feel?
They you can only be happy if you're in love
If so
Does that mean the life I live now is any less real?
Am I unhappy?

I don't answer
I don't need to answer