I dont understand boys. Why cant they just have a manual that comes with every relationship. I have a fling with a boy, he makes me confused about everything. I dont understand why he makes me feel uncertain about all of my morals. He gives me curiosity I have never had before. He tells me things that I sure as h*** wouldnt have told a young teenage girl I just met, but he claims he trust me. Why me, why should he have chose me. I mean I get it, I'm the freshie who shouldn't like him but he makes me feel safe, and maybe a little bad a**. I get bragging rights. Thats not who I am though I dont brag about the guys I may have the privilege of knowing. Who am I exactly? I cant answer this question to save my life because right about now I'm the freshie getting involved in the wrong crowd.