Its hard to get through a difficult situation yes a kid, as a teen, as an adult, as anyone. But isn't it more difficult when it all began as soon as you were born? I came into the beautiful world in the Us. Every grade school year I would go through some type of situation regarding loneliness, no friends, bullying, racism, and all sorts of criticism. Its okay though but all these situations can happen any time, place, and day to anyone. The feeling of depression throughout half of my life, breaks down the soul in the inside of who I really am, and what I really want or need. The feeling of loneliness in elementary schools, and people making fun of my name, my clothes, my skin, my culture, my religion, my looks, and everything you can think of. Gladly, I still remember every person, and every situation even though i was like 6 years old. The new transition into middle school, growing up to be the oldest, with no support, no help in homework, no one to talk to, or look to, yes I have guardians who work all the time and expect me to get good grades in school while I started to get Bullied and hated on. The feeling of not being that bright of a student, going to summer school, making her parents not proud at all, and getting tutored when I myself don't know what I needed help on. As i grew older into middle school. The feeling of someone sexually harassing me, every week, and day. I, who was scared, and in fear. Couldn't reveal a word to my parents, or no one. Then Grew into 7th grade when I walked the halls alone, with no friends, every individual saying "I hate you Farjana." then my last year of middle school i spilled the word to my teachers and told on the person who harassed me. Then the following transition into high school. Through all the torture, it grew even more and more. I made mistakes, and I was the person to always say sorry to someone even if it wasn't my fault. I helped people, and listened. But when I needed a shoulder, i had lonely nights, no one to hold on tight, no one to talk to and say yeah your right. Not a single smile throughout those years, those years of struggle. High school became the worst of the best. People, who wanted to fight me but I turned my back and said no. People who came up to my face and embarrassed me in front of students in my Spanish class. People who prank called my cell phone, and cyber bullied me through text messages. Saying hateful quotes blackmailing me. The feeling of suicidal thoughts, no attention, no support, screaming and crying to myself in my pillow and to god. God who I thought didn't answer at the time. I, who suffered of a long term depression. I, with no friends, and more enemies. As a kid, and furthermore as a teen. I, whom used to be emo. I, whom used to make more mistakes that are unsaid. Though, I overcame it all. Bullying of most types, cyber, harassment, criticism of my religion, my clothes, my bushy eyebrows and sideburns. The low self esteem I used to have due to others words. The hatred I received from others. The loss of my close family members and friends that I experienced. People I grew up with and cared for were gone throughout my years. The relationships that broke me down, always left me, cheated, lied, and played with my very fragile feelings. Going back home and being harassed by my own and not saying a word. The feelings I overcame are unbelievable. I grew up average girl. I turned into a women of courage and pride. If I can do it so can you. The feelings that I Overcame, it was an honor to say I am happy.