I love you even though I know you will never love me back. Everyday my love for you grows, but so does my pain. Every time i see you with him the pain in my heart increases tenfold, but I'm used to pain so whenever you talk to me I can swallow it, put on a fake smile, and respond all while I'm dying inside. My friend told me to find someone else and i tried that but you were always in my mind. I tried staying away but that only made me long to see you more. I tried everything I could think of to get you out of my head and heart, but none of it worked, so here I am dying inside and trying to handle my growing love while you remain oblivious. I guess this is Karma paying me back for always being a jerk.