me:what are you doing here?
tom:i wanted to see you play.
me:why
tom:because i still love you
me:then why are you with that other girl that's prego with another guys baby?
tom:because she doesn't have much of a family.someone has to be there to take care of her.
me:that somebody doesn't have to be you.
tom:well nobody else will step up.
me:ya true.but when she gets herself together then you guys probably won't last long.so after I'm figuring you guys will break up,then that's when I'm supposed to come into the picture?
tom:if it happens that way.i have a 99.9% hope.
me:what about the other .1 percent?


(this is the conversation me and a guy had.he came to my fast-pitch game and it was hard for me to see hI'm when he belonged to somebody else.and i couldn't have hI'm.its like torture for me.its just like a person being on a diet and there's a big juicy fat piece of pizza right in front of you.you want to eat it but what if it ruins your health?he is my juicy pizza.tom is my juicy pizza.)

TO BE CONTINUED!!