I promised myself to score good, this was the first time, I promised my own self something academically, I even worked for it as much as I could do, I really wanted this time to succeed.

I gave the test oday I am scoring 80%. This is my lowest one, i am absolutely heart broken.

I want to gather myself, I do silly mistakes, I want to improv but I'm internally weeping.

its difficult, its painful, its too much to bear not because i am scoring low but solely of the reason that I failed myself.

I will rise, I would end this suffering, may Allah help me and I achieve better in this world and hereafter