. ...Not being good enough for my parents it hurts me the most.Every my prosecure is just not good I can have straight A's in the school get into the best college in coutry but they will just not care about that,and it's okay I get used to it but I just wanna know why?.Why they don't care about me so much now like they did it when I was a little?Maybe they think that I can take care of my own to be honest I said that so many times but they never wholly let me go,and they never take care enough for me.I'm good for them when I clean,c***,and do stuff in the house but when I wanna use some free time than they yell ofcourse what else parent can do?,maybe have a talk with the kid but me and my parents never really had a connection so we can talk about everything we always was on the distance and I don't know why.Sometimhes I love that when I'm alone in my room and noone speaks with me somethimes I just love silence so I can clear my mind.But somethimes I really miss talking to someoone just like I need an advice I need a honest opinion on something but no when I need something like that noone is there,and when I do a mistake whoa everone is her everyone sees everything even the smallest thing.That's the reason why kid take drugs start smoking dating with the bad company,beacuse their's parents don't care enough,beacuse they never ask that simple question:How are you?.Believe me,that helps a lot,kids wanna feel safe even if they say they wanna be on their own,yes they maybe wanna live alone be independent but they also need that one call in the morning and fimilliar gentle voice who ask:,,Good morning are you sleep well my dear?“.That's enough one question and you can change your kid's life.And maybe I'm kid who miss parents love,a kid who miss brothers love,but I'm also the kid who know how to love,how to love strong and unconditionally