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Standing Strong MAG

January 30, 2015
By Mikaylaambriz BRONZE, Hemet, California
Mikaylaambriz BRONZE, Hemet, California
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The worst part of having a disease is that no one understands what it’s like. Sure, people sympathize and tell me that they are sorry, but they really don’t understand what I’m dealing with. They don’t understand what it’s like to be in pain all day every day. They don’t understand what it’s like to be so weak that I can’t support my own body weight. They don’t understand what it’s like to try to walk like a normal person even though my legs aren’t the same length. And they certainly don’t understand what it’s like to walk around with a twisted spine. Many people have the same disease as I do, but every case is unique.

I was diagnosed with scoliosis when I was ten years old. I went to my pediatrician for a check-up, and he noticed a peculiarity in my back. He sent me to for X-rays, and a few days later he called my mom to tell her that I had scoliosis.

In people with scoliosis, the muscles on one half of the back don’t grow and begin to latch onto the spine, while the muscles on the other half of the back grow normally. The muscles that cling to the spine cause the back to curve. Depending on the case, the spine may form an S or a C shape. This can cause an offset of other parts of the body, like the hips, legs, shoulders, and ribs. It also causes immense pain and decreased muscle strength. Some cases are hereditary, some are birth defects, and some are idiopathic (meaning the cause is unknown). I have idiopathic scoliosis; my back forms a narrow C shape. Because my shoulders, arms, hips, legs, and ribs are misaligned, I am extremely weak and in constant discomfort. Everyday tasks are often difficult for me.

After many check-ups, doctor visits, X-rays, and physical therapy sessions, I have learned to live with my disease. I know that it will never get better and that my back will never be “normal,” but I have the power to prevent it from getting worse. Over time, I have come to realize that my situation could be much worse. I’m lucky that I can run, walk, play, sing, dance, skip, jump, and swim, because some people can’t. Now I use my disease as a motivator. I know that I am stronger than my back and that nothing can stop me from doing what anyone else can do.

Maybe no one understands what it’s like to be me, but many are willing to stand by my side and support me when I can’t support myself, and that is more than I could ever ask for.



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Kiwi13 BRONZE said...
on Sep. 17 2015 at 7:02 am
Kiwi13 BRONZE, Circleville, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
"And so she chose not to be a part of the kids who group together just to exclude others. They said 'poor girl, she's so lonely,' but she knows a secret. She knows who she is." - from Speaker for the Dead by Orson Scott Card

I know exactly how you feel. I have scoliosis too. It's not as severe as many but it still hurts. Thanks for writing this article though. It can help people realize how we feel about it.

Anonymous said...
on Mar. 11 2015 at 8:57 pm
Good job! Keep it up.

on Feb. 25 2015 at 4:14 pm
Mikaylaambriz BRONZE, Hemet, California
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@JackFromAK thanks so much :-)

on Feb. 22 2015 at 8:08 pm
JackFromAK SILVER, Anchorage, Alaska
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Inspiring. Nice job!