i had a dreamm about him...again.but last night was different.i kept waking up looking for him at my door.
i see everyone here at this theme park "Disneyland."i see couple's holding hands going on the Ferris wheel together.last night was different.i wasn't worrying about anything except that i was worrying it would all be a dream.all i wanted was that it would be real.
i miss him so much it hurts.
especially since my dreamms are making me suffer by showing him then him leaving,over and over again.
i can't help but think,"what if the dreamm was real?"
that question keeps me wondering for hours.
"what if it had been real?"
"what if?"
i had a dreamm about him last night...again
but last night it was different.